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Woven in our souls

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The light you saw shining from my eyes The energy you felt surrounding us The first time someone saw inside of you No matter what we say, or what we do It's a connection we can't break I chose you Even when you made me forget I chose you Even if only with my mind I searched for you, grasping the wisdom I had That's when I found you, and dove into your soul I sought after you when you blocked me out I cried out for you when your heart quit beating inside my chest I begged you to surrender to my old magic That's when I found you, and joined your soul again For this love is woven in our souls I choose you, for you chose me first I'll always search for you with my heart I'll always look into your eyes and see you I'll forever choose you with my mind This oath I take

Sonet to the wind

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Wind, I invoke you now  I put a spell over you Wind, go and look for him Look over the seas, between the mountains, in the forests Wind, go and find him where he is Whisper in his ears his favorite song Embrace him in a soft warm breeze Help him remember where his heart is Wind, carry him in your arms Let him soar on the clouds Let him feel safe and cared for Bring him back to me To my dreams, to my life To my arms, where he belongs

Break the silence

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I asked how to get rid of the pain He answered just contemplate it Pretend as if you are an outside observer to your own pain I felt pain down in my stomach and sickness Just watch, he replied, watch the pain Accept it, surrender to it I felt an uneasiness and thought I would throw up I can't take it anymore, I will break the silence Feel it, he insisted, feel the discomfort Live the now, the present, it's the only real thing I try to watch it as a silent watcher I see it, I meet the pain body again Pain digger, there you are I surrender to the feeling of pain and unease I accept the reason I feel it, my soul is torn I'm half the person I used to be But I decided it's necessary, something's gotta change Either we belong together, or this was just an illusion Either you give up fighting and surrender to me, or I surrender to the pain Which one it's gonna be, it's in your hands to free me from this prison

Surrender

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Our energy shifted away from the light I was confused and scared, jealous and possessive I found myself in a dark place, stripped of my bright mantle I didn't like who I'd become In a quiet night, I looked around  You're the mason again, building a protective wall around me You're the warrior, wielding your sword against us You're the all-seeing eye, knowing all the answers  And yet, you want my old magic back in your life You call my name, you need me back If you really do, put down your compass and your sword Surrender to me and accept the power surrounding our souls  I'm the goddess of light, this is my birthright Surrender to me again, to my love I'm the alchemist in its essence This is the old wisdom you've been searching for I'm your mirror, take off your armor I'm capable of transmuting you into the best version of yourself Let my love shine through your shield I'll be waiting for eternity for a sign to come ...

Little friend

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Hello little friend, I finally met you I don't miss you and didn't even know you were there Isn't it nice to find out you were puppetting me this whole time Now I know who was causing all the trouble Feeding from my unconsciously subdued self Bringing pain to my life Rowing on my sea of self destruction Putting imaginary problems into my mind Hey little friend, call me mind watcher I've been observing your every movement Your evil deeds and the mess you're making with my life Now that I know who you are, it's just you and me From now on, let's call each other by our names You're the pain digger Satisfying yourself by creating misery out of my existence Making me believe I'm you, I don't need you But now the truth is out I'll keep an eye on you, no judgment, I promise I'll wait until you realize you're not the master anymore Then you'll leave my life never to conquer my waters again

Your favorite song

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I asked to be your favorite song I'd blow the notes away in the air The music would float into your ears Into your mind, into your soul I'd get loud in your head Your heart would beat to the accords of my music You'd give up the fight and start to sing to the tunes Dancing to the beat of your favorite song Your song is about something you want so bad Yet it's about living a life already lived Joining forces to fight a lost battle Walking in the rain when the sun is shining again Going for a trip down a dead-end road Jumping from a rock too close to the ground Our song is about a time in the past of a life we didn't live Dancing to a song that already ended About trying to collect sea shells in a highway Looking for stars in the stormy sky Telling secrets to deaf ears Flying with broken wings Why should we play your favorite song Only to jump over dead bodies in our way Wetting our feet in the blood running through the streets Spilled ...

You're not mine

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During the hours apart I feel detached from my being I search for your breath I look for your heartbeat I come to meet you In your dreams, in your mind But you're with someone else You're not mine Questions of purpose, questions of meaning Why do I feel so much left aside If you're not mine to hold Dreaming of being your favorite song Is all I can do right now While you're not mine to love

The sword

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The sword is in my hands, I hold it fast In this battle, I'm prepared to live or die I will conquer the power available to all men Forever so unused and forsaken The sword dances in the air No one but the brave will be able to unveil its secrets My mind wanders, bursting through the wind  My thoughts wage war, riding on the storm The two blades of my sword are fighting over the invisible realm It will follow its master's command Its power is wondrous It cuts through redemption and destruction  Like the wind, my sword sings with each blow It's as unpredictable as the breeze that whispers from the north I subdue my thoughts to my desire They chant only the enchantments I command  I point my sword to the blue sky I'm attuned with the northern blast  I visualize the life I want to live All my energy is focused on you In my mind's eye, I cast a drawing spell to bring you to me The blue moon is over us now I ...