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The four elements

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I collected dust from the ends of the earth To built a castle for us I conjured the four winds to blow To take away the clouds that shadow your face I built up a fire on the beach To dance around and bring a smile to your face I called the waters to me To wash away your fears I won't keep you in a tower Cause love only grows where there's freedom I can't promise there'll be no storms on our path Just that the wind's an element I rule over But I can tell you the fire won't ever burn out of our hearts And the ocean will always lead us back to the shore I'm the witch you were looking for They say home is where the heart is But my heart is wild and free I'm homeless but never heartless Will you join me in this trip Into the heart of the brave?

Magnets

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I long to have your arms around me To feel every breath you take behind me I'd press into your mind then And know your every thought I'd feel your pulse and it'd be faster than the normal I'd know you feel the same as I do I long for us to touch each other's skin The way we already touch each other's soul Gentle, deep, hard, reverently Our bodies feel the pull Like two magnets they call for each other The energy involved to keep us apart Would be enough to fire this place down to ashes Come and take me with you Cause I want you so much I wanted to hear your voice But then my ears went deaf I needed to feel your heart beating But it was so cold I was numb I wanted to touch your lips But the distance between us was too great I stretched my hands to reach your face Just to be pulled from behind Are we strong enough to win this battle? Will we prevail against the odds? Our destiny is not written We'll decide the end of this journe...

Final sign

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Oh how foolish I was I forgot that the wisdom comes from you, my Lord I dwelled on human thoughts and was disappointed Depending on the human mind is useless and a waste of time The human wisdom blows every time one way Like the wind, you don't know where you're going or where you're coming from The man changes his mind as fast as it's convenient Oh how foolish I was To believe in his promises I know that's what men do They make promises they don't intend to keep to get to their goals I should've relied on the word of your mouth oh Lord I should've lived and died by your word Everything starts and ends with the word of your mouth Is there still time for redemption? Will I be able to change my ways? You were always there showing me the way But now the final sign was given Am I strong enough to follow your path? I need you my God please help me Listen to my plea as I beg for your strength

Broken wings

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Once upon a time I was a free bird Flying over the fields I didn't understand all my choices Until I knew you You took me to learn about forests and waterfalls You showed me how to fish at the sea We flew together over the ocean and desert islands And tasted new fruits and dreams Then one day what you showed me Broke my wings I spent days and weeks on the ground Crying over my bad fortune And licking my wounds  Missing the mysteries you brought to my life Then I realized I needed to learn how to fly again This time with broken wings Not so far, not so fast, not so free this time But still, I'd be flying over the fields again Meditating on how worthwhile it was to break my wings If only to come to know you But I'll forever miss the sounds and smells of the seashore That come from hearing your voice

My search into your soul

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I see the world passing by at a fast pace I just watch it happen Cars and bikes and people from everywhere I look at the sky, searching for answers I see airplanes and choppers Everything's moving so fast And I just watch it all happening Inside my head, the pace's the same Fast and crowded My heart's full of feelings That need to get out of my mouth Inside me, it's so crowded There's no space for my soul anymore I sort my feelings out in my heart On a dark night, the moon and the stars are hiding I keep in my head whatever I need to sing the melody The other things I just leave aside What's left of my investigation Numbness and cold, that clean it is My melody will sing of sadness But I can't find it in my heart It's just numb while the world's revolving But I just watch it numb, cold Finally, I find the answer to my melody It's not in mine, but in your soul that I'll find the sadness I'm looking for I set ...

Pick one side

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Dark clouds are closing over me I try to be brave and fight The darkness is so thick I could almost touch it I look down, there're seven keys to guide me to the mysteries But I can't tell the difference between the signs If you'd just hold my hand I'd guide you out of here A wind blows from the west And it brings the smell of death It engulfs me whole, trying to keep me from you Believe me, take it as it comes Don't try to join evil and good They are not sides of the same coin Cold, wet, dark shadows are persuing me But the sword I fight with wins over any enemy You'll have to first accept that there's a battle going on And that you'll have to choose one side The one you pick will either take us where normal people can't go Or separate old souls that burn together so brightly Choose wisely and come down on your knees My hands are tied and I surrender to your decision Give me your final answer

Come to my arms

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I asked the waves of the ocean Where you were headed to They told me you're still wondering Where you want to go I asked the morning rays If they would meet you They said you're still deciding Whether you want the night or the day I then decided to ask the chirping birds If they could sing a love song So that they could fly to you And sing the song that resonates with your heart Then you'd know for sure Whereto you're going Which side you'd choose And the notes to the song That would touch my heart And bring you to my arms

Messy combination

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I'm the eternal teenager Rebelling against the system I'm the mature next door neighbor Helping you getting through your troubles I'm the loving mother Killing and dying on her children's behalf I'm the sex goddess Oozing sex through her pores When are you going to realize Life with me is a roller coaster Your life would never again be the same Do you like your life now Cause then you better think again Your life would never be the way it used to be I'm always changing Revisiting my beliefs over and over again I'm usually suffering Emotions all over the place I'm frequently breaking down Overreacting to the most unusual circumstances I'm driving you crazy Arguing with you all the time You gotta find out If it's worthwhile the trouble To turn your life upside down Over a messed-up woman like me Open up your heart to the mayhem that's me I won't encourage you to go ahead with tha...

Psalm of a creature

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Holy is your name oh Lord You always were and always will be You gave me life, body, and soul You paid the ramson for my spirit I praise you, my Lord I want to give myself entirely to you My whole being, my heart, my soul I want to be a tool in your hands Do to me your will, and I will be happy For your will is perfect Your path is plain and simple I will not get lost in human wisdom I will not forsake your name The sun and the moon rule the sky But you put them as rulers, you're above all The stars amaze me, so bright and mysterious Yet you know each one by name You, my Creator, are the great God Nobody is like you, that fills the whole universe And yet lives in the hearts of the believers I praise you, my Lord Give me the promised rest And bring sleep to my mind tonight

Right and wrong

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What do you do when your head's spinning When your thoughts are all over the place When you seem to have two lives into one But none of them are complete and fulfilling What should you do when wrong feels right And right feels wrong When your dream is what's certain And your reality is blurred Should you go offline and vent Your thoughts to the moon Should you keep yourself into your head And just get out when you're sorted out Am I supposed to know the difference Between being there and being nowhere Because right now I'm lost Among ghosts and long lost lovers Spreading over my heart and taking over Take me back to the start Give me what I need And make it a wise choice To be distinct and clear in front of me

The sun and the moon

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The sun will shine with or without you in my life The moon won’t tell me stories Cause I don’t care about the dark I’m a rise n’ shine kind of girl My only concern is the sun Sometimes the clouds bring shadows to the sky Coming in front of the sun Obscuring its brightness and happiness But then the wind comes Nobody knows where from it comes and where to it goes But it blows the clouds away from the sun And I’m happy and warm again I will live with or without you Cause the sun lives inside me And my light cannot be put off

Dark Hole

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There's darkness everywhere Around me, into me I can't see the light anywhere I can't see the way out Come and get me Take me away from here Do you love me enough to come here? Do you care enough to go through the trouble? Maybe I'm alone in this journey Maybe I have to find the way out by myself Get up, get out, get away The night threathens to engulf me whole My sadness is so deep you can almost touch it Will you love me when I'm gone? Will you still remember me when I'm not around? I look up and I understand The darkness is only the absence of light But your presence in my life is my light How can it get better then If I'm here without you honey? Honey, honey, come and get me Take me away from here

I choose you

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You’ve gone through all the stops You’ve gone the extra mile You’ve made it clear I’m worthwhile You could’ve blamed me and punished me You’ve made me your queen instead You’ve proven your love and devotion to me You’ve destroyed all your walls Exposed yourself to me and risked additional pain That’s how you’ve shown me what love is That’s how the decision was made in my heart I don’t need to be scared to go back to your arms You won’t mistreat or ignore me anymore You’ll be my best friend and my greatest lover You’ll be the charming prince and the desperate lovesick fool I need This is how you remind me of the reasons you’re mine This is how you turned the boat around This is how the path of the road was chosen for you by me You chose the most painful and difficult path And proposed to carry me through it You’ve proven me wrong and I decide right now to love you back Cause I’m the mistress of my own destiny I tell my heart where to go, no...

There’s nothing left

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Was it ever real, was it ever forever Like an unborn child, I mourn the loss of what never was If it was a test, we failed How can what was supposed to be strong die so fast Fast is not easy, letting go is a process Even after everything we went through you still don’t know me You still don’t see me, you can’t have me without giving you all From the cliff that we would fall There’s an emptiness blowing like the wind From the story we would write down There’s nothing left After everything we went through you still can’t get me But now it’s too late, it’s too late to die It’s too early to be reborn and where does it leave us In the nothingness in-between you don’t see me inside The void, the lust, the love, the fight, I will never lie If only there was a way to die and be alive, then we would know what it was You listen, but you can’t understand, because you forgot how to use your soul to read mine Now listen, when you walk down the streets My...

Twin flames

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I had to leave you before we even knew each other And yet we know more than most people ever learn through their lives The warning signs were obviously there We just chose to ignore each and every one If I only had never known what talking to you was like If I could have one more day with you I’d listen close to you I’d close the distance I’d touch you I trusted you, and you were trustworthy But now my heart is torn Could it be any harder To leave you without ever knowing what could have been To live my life without you To go through the hours without hearing from you Not knowing what you’re feeling Could it be any harder To know yet to be obligated to forget Am I free to choose to follow my destiny? Or to listen to my heart?