My search into your soul


I see the world passing by at a fast pace
I just watch it happen
Cars and bikes and people from everywhere
I look at the sky, searching for answers
I see airplanes and choppers
Everything's moving so fast
And I just watch it all happening

 Inside my head, the pace's the same
Fast and crowded
My heart's full of feelings
That need to get out of my mouth
Inside me, it's so crowded
There's no space for my soul anymore

 I sort my feelings out in my heart
On a dark night, the moon and the stars are hiding
I keep in my head whatever I need to sing the melody
The other things I just leave aside
What's left of my investigation
Numbness and cold, that clean it is
My melody will sing of sadness
But I can't find it in my heart
It's just numb while the world's revolving
But I just watch it numb, cold
Finally, I find the answer to my melody
It's not in mine, but in your soul that I'll find the sadness I'm looking for

 I set up to look for it, I wait for the right time
I dig deep into it
In my search, I find other things I wasn't prepared to face
There's unease and lust
There's passion and nakedness
I start to drown on my own soul, that's fusing with yours
What's this I see?
I run away, this must be a bad dream

 Tell me, where's the sadness to my song?
Tell me, where's the answer I was promised?
There's only a promise of what was not yet made
Now I know, now I found out
What I'm made of, what's behind the dreams I dream
I'm so glad I found this
I'm so happy I don't feel numb anymore
Yet what am I going to do with that?

 I feel cold again
It all comes back when I can't decide
The numbness, it's cold
It's blue, it's frosty white
Its perfume is like the ocean
And the waves that cover my head while I drown



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