Little friend


Hello little friend, I finally met you
I don't miss you and didn't even know you were there
Isn't it nice to find out you were puppetting me this whole time
Now I know who was causing all the trouble

 Feeding from my unconsciously subdued self
Bringing pain to my life
Rowing on my sea of self destruction
Putting imaginary problems into my mind

 Hey little friend, call me mind watcher
I've been observing your every movement
Your evil deeds and the mess you're making with my life
Now that I know who you are, it's just you and me

 From now on, let's call each other by our names
You're the pain digger
Satisfying yourself by creating misery out of my existence
Making me believe I'm you, I don't need you

 But now the truth is out
I'll keep an eye on you, no judgment, I promise
I'll wait until you realize you're not the master anymore
Then you'll leave my life never to conquer my waters again



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